Today Has Been Good I Suppose

So, we had band practice today, and it was an overall successful day. It would have been much better if my step-dad didnt barge in right as we were about to play for the last time, but whatever. Then we actually got good pictures taken thanks to Melanie and Catie.

Those will hopefully be developed by tomorow of something.

Everyone scurried off to the movies or whatever after. I was thinking about possibly tagging along, but it apparently was like, a "couples only" thing, so whatever. I didnt want to feel out of place and what not. =/

So now i'm left just chillin at home..

fun night.

But yeah, i dont really know the purpose of this blog. or any other for that matter really. So i'm just gonna end this one here i guess..

The New Year!

Well, last night was interesting. i went to Melanie's house and had fun there, then got dropped off at 2:30am at Tyler's house, crashed there, then got home at 6 pm today.

definately an adventure if i do say so myself.

So, melanie's house was definately interesting. Was there for like 8 hours, but it really didnt seem like that long. There was enough people there to keep things going, but not too many to where it was obnoxious. all in all, it was a good night. i made no resolutions, but i did make a wish, which i definately like doing better than making resolutions.

Now, all i have to do is hope that it actually comes true.

Between having battle roy-als on trampolines, playing scatter and riding scooters through houses, there was still just one feeling that i couldnt get out of my head. unfortunatly it wasn't a good feeling, but i managed. it still gets to me, just thinking about it, but i'll have to deal. it will go away with time, but time seems to be going awfully slow lately.

I've been thinking on the positive side lately, and i have a good feeling that this is going to be a good year. my grades will hopefully be going up soon in school, the band will hopefully be getting bigger and better, and some other things might hopefully start falling into place.

My christmas money, all $850 of it, is already almost gone, but whatever. it was worth it, and i'm getting more soon. i rele wish you could grow money on trees. but doesnt everyone?

anyway, i'll conclude this long, and most likely boring, blog with saying, the past is the past, but i am one to hold grudges on some people/ some things. I'm just gonna coast on through life now, and not let anything get to me. i hope

Which way is front?

I for seem reason just couldn't get into the full christmas spirit all day today. I did in the morning while opening presents, but after that it soon slowly died. I was down with my step-dad's family for a majority of the day, then came home and listened to Transiberian Orchestra and random christmas stuff for a while. My mom has had people over the whole day, so I've just been chilling in my living room/music room all day. It's fine with me, i've been really relaxed, and it's a really nice feeling.

I can't get a certain thing off my mind though. It's been on my mind for a while now, and I don't see it going away anytime soon unfortunately. It will be resolved, eventually, and I can't wait for that to happen. It's only a matter of time though, and I just gotta wait i guess. Luckily it's not one of those things that drives you insane because its obnoxious. It's like a, good insanity i guess?

Anywayy, I racked up a total of $850 between my birthday and christmas! I might be getting a little more too, and my mom is gonna buy me stuff I want in New York! I have to spend like, $400 of it though on replacement drum parts, but whatever. Its worth it.

Well, i guess this wasn't half bad for my first post. It's kinda blah, but who cares. I'm gonna go socialize with the family while they're still here. Then I gotta go start packing for Saturday morning. I have to leave at 4 A.M on saturday! its insane, but gonna be so worth it!