Which way is front?

I for seem reason just couldn't get into the full christmas spirit all day today. I did in the morning while opening presents, but after that it soon slowly died. I was down with my step-dad's family for a majority of the day, then came home and listened to Transiberian Orchestra and random christmas stuff for a while. My mom has had people over the whole day, so I've just been chilling in my living room/music room all day. It's fine with me, i've been really relaxed, and it's a really nice feeling.

I can't get a certain thing off my mind though. It's been on my mind for a while now, and I don't see it going away anytime soon unfortunately. It will be resolved, eventually, and I can't wait for that to happen. It's only a matter of time though, and I just gotta wait i guess. Luckily it's not one of those things that drives you insane because its obnoxious. It's like a, good insanity i guess?

Anywayy, I racked up a total of $850 between my birthday and christmas! I might be getting a little more too, and my mom is gonna buy me stuff I want in New York! I have to spend like, $400 of it though on replacement drum parts, but whatever. Its worth it.

Well, i guess this wasn't half bad for my first post. It's kinda blah, but who cares. I'm gonna go socialize with the family while they're still here. Then I gotta go start packing for Saturday morning. I have to leave at 4 A.M on saturday! its insane, but gonna be so worth it!